I hate this feeling being so selffish...

Assalammualaikum wbt,

I hate this feeling. Seriously I hate being so selfish sometimes. But sorry I don't have other option. I do understand if I make other people hate me. I don't care!! Sorry I also human. Where should I find?? I don't know. I'll make sure I'll make other people happy. But I really don't want other people disturb me. Please! Dear blog you are always beside me, when I need someone. Thanks for being my good friend.

D_Y_H
When I ignore my feeling..