So frustrated!!

Why it's happen.. why..why..why...
It's make me feel really uncomfortable...
Why she always make noise... even me cannot standing..
She is really too much... I hate this ... but can't let it lead my feel.. its a sins...
Ya Allah what should I do...
To make it.. everything nice and smooth....

She is really too much.. always thinking of herself only... please dun make us trouble and shame... I really hate this thing... you always thinks of money.. money.. money.. and money..

always said that we don't love you.. its wrong.. we all love you... always make noise.. why.. I hate when I know that you have other person... why.. why.. but you pretend not.. please.. you're too much... I feel like want to cry now.. but I can't ... Ya Allah what should I do... please give advice Allah.. only you know how am I feeling now.. so ambressed... everybody now know... please la... I'm in very hard situation... you're too much.. i'm also in tempered if her talk something that i dun like... I hate this feeling... Ya Allah berdosanya... apa yg patut aku lakukan ini...

what else... what else...
I feel like want to kill myself... so that no need to know what the problems... any how... what should I do...